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  • A Self-Critique, or: Why Principles and Business Always Collide

    A Self-Critique, or: Why Principles and Business Always Collide

    …and Commerce Always Wins.

    Wear Sunscreen

    Right now, it’s very hot in Germany. Hotter than ever before since meteorological records began. And there is a scientific consensus that the Earth’s atmosphere is heating up because of growing fossil fuel emissions. Climate change is, for the most part, man-made — caused by the industrialised nations and by people like me who open yet another print-on-demand online shop.

    Back in the ’90s, humanity already knew that this problem had to be tackled globally. One generation later, laws and regulations have come into force that can be traced back to those decisions, increasingly taxing the use of fossil fuels and the release of greenhouse gases.

    Naturally, this drives up energy prices and the cost of living. It confronts people here with complex decisions about major purchases — a car, a heating system — as well as everyday life. Complexities that make them angry. Angry enough that, among other things, populism is once again finding fertile ground.

    The Show Must Go On

    Surely we can’t be expected to rethink — let alone sacrifice — the routines we’ve worked so hard to build. Things like flying abroad twice a year or ordering T-shirts made in Bangladesh online.

    And consumption just keeps rolling on as if there were no tomorrow. But heaven forbid petrol or electricity should become more expensive.

    This particular high, carrying neo-nationalist undertones since 2001, goes hand in hand with global capitalism. It seems to be drifting into ever more brutal resource conflicts while still showing no sign of slowing down. Meanwhile, large parts of the population outside the glorious West are only now reaching a level of prosperity they have no intention of giving up.

    Killing in the Name

    As a result, more and more people are competing for limited natural resources. Habitats for animals and plants are disappearing faster and faster. Energy and housing costs continue to rise — after all, building materials are natural resources too — and the public mood grows rougher and hotter, all beneath the steadily warming cheese dome we call our atmosphere.

    Does the world really need another brand shipping T-shirts with 90s-inspired designs around the globe from a print-on-demand shop?

    Certainly not.

    So why am I doing it anyway?

    Especially considering how little it fits the 80s kid I used to be — the one who always took the final warning in wildlife documentaries to heart: that shrinking habitats were pushing those fascinating creatures towards extinction.

    The teenager who never understood the never-ending party called the Love Parade because, to him, it always looked like dancing on the edge of a volcano.

    My Favourite Game

    Today I understand that all of this has a lot to do with life itself.

    One person pours a lot of money into a classic car, drives it once a year to meet fellow enthusiasts, and spends the rest of the year simply polishing it.

    I just happen to enjoy making music, so I combine everything I’m reasonably good at — entertaining, drawing, songwriting and creating content — into one project.

    The tax office calls that a hobby business.

    Everybody else calls it a quirk.

    Only now have I truly understood sayings like “to each their own” or “live and let live.”

    Maybe collectively remembering old songs distracts us from crises and guilty consciences for a little while.

    We need reflection.

    A pause.

    And a little more optimism.

    One shitty T-shirt won’t save the world.

    It might even make it a tiny bit worse.

    But maybe, just for a moment, it also makes it a little more fun.

    And as long as nobody is buying too many of them, Daddy Grunge doesn’t really have a moral conflict on its hands.

    So, let the fuckening begin.

  • The 90s Cure: Healing a burnt-out world!

    The 90s Cure: Healing a burnt-out world!

    Not Nostalgia. Recovery.

    So here we are now — stuck between the day-job grind, the responsibilities of fatherhood, and the ambitions that never quite faded. In my case, those ambitions were always built on music.

    Growing older shouldn’t feel like being buried alive, yet here it is: a mountain of routines, bills, and a culture engineered for distraction, hyper-capitalism, and permanent noise. 

    That is likely why the 90s still glow. Were they really better? Of course not. We lacked the tools that define our lives today. But somewhere in the technological leap, something human — a specific glimpse of hope — got lost.

    Bitter Sweet Symphony

    Is this just a GenX perception? On paper, the world is better off now: crime has gone down, and poverty and hunger have decreased. A lot was happening back then: The Wall had fallen. The Eastern bloc crumbled, the Cold War was over. Apartheid ended, Europe looked like it might finally come together and the world seemed to agree that they could tackle a major global challenge—climate change—together. The web opened new horizons. Science moved fast. Culture exploded – even the Beatles sort of reunited. Amazement was here, there, everywhere. Globalization was key. The world seemed to be on a Love Parade.

    But the decade carried its own brutality. The Gulf War. The Balkans. Rwanda. Mid-way through, the light dimmed: the assassination of Yitzhak Rabin dealt a blow to the peace process in the Middle East. Mass shootings and market crashes proved that instability was always lurking. And we know now that while feminism finally reached the public eye, the exploitation of women remained rampant.

    Kurt Cobain’s suicide silenced the voice of a generation. Princess Diana’s death shook the world. 

    Still, why does the spirit of the 90s feel so unattainable now?

    Smells Like Teen Spirit

    The magic was the rawness. Styles were still forming. Scenes had edges. You could inhabit grunge and dance culture, alienation and hedonism, depth and nonsense — often all at once. Life was an exploration: spontaneous parties, concert trips, and long talks deep into the night. We followed impulses, not algorithms. We gathered in loose, chaotic crowds. Even the internet was a playground for stumbling across things, not a machine for performance and constant self-display.

    There was more space to be unfinished. More curiosity. More joy. Things meant something.

    Human Behaviour

    This isn’t an “old guy” rant about everything going down the drain. It’s about recovery. It’s about reclaiming the drive to try things out before they are polished and made marketable.

    What’s missing today isn’t the past; it’s the permission to be raw and the will to embrace the new without needing to own it. That creates a better understanding of each other — and more empathy for each other’s path.

    Keep openness up. Embrace exploration. Right about now!

    That’s Daddy Grunge.